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Rocketman

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First Read This:

I joined the Greatest Navy in the World on August 9th 2007. I took the physical, spoke with a career counselor and got my Ship Date. I was contracted as a Special Operations Navy Diver. This will hopefully be the first of many "notes" detailing my progression through the Navy.

I guess it all starts with "Why?". At the sheer essence of why, I can say that I joined because my employment history is marred with jobs lasting only months, getting fired for various reasons, or quitting out of frustration or boredom. I didn’t have many places to chose from that would hire someone with my history, so to the Recruiting Center it was.

First I figured that I would just join the National Guard, or the Army Reserves so that i could get free healthcare, a paycheck every month, and minimal involvement so that i could still maintain a normal life in the civilian world. Once i figured out how little involvement and pay i would actually see, i decided to up the ante and go with full enlistment. I didn’t want to spend the next four years of my life in the desert, so the Army and Marines was out of the question. I didn’t really consider the Air Force, and since I’ve always had an affinity for all things that involved water, to the Navy it was.

Because the time from walking into the NRC and the time to DEP IN is rather boring I'll fast-track the process. First you get drug tested by the recruiters because the Navy has a strict No Tolerance policy when it comes to drugs. Once the recruiter knows that you can go pass the drug test at MEPS (Military Entrance Processing Station) you show up with overnight clothes and hopefully a clean bill of health before the actual process starts. you take the ASVAB to determine how smart you are then they send you to a hotel for the night so that everyone going through the Physical starts at the same time. You get up at 0500 hrs and get bussed into the processing station. First is the hearing exam. Then the eye exam which includes colorblindness and depth perception tests. Then its off to the piss test in which you have someone watching you. Then you go to another room, strip down to your undies in a room with at least 15 other dudes, walk around in front of a doctor that determines your joint stability, height and weight, then its off to another room on an individual basis to do the whole cough thing. The entire time this is going on, they constantly ask if you’ve ever done drugs, been addicted, etc. etc. Once you pass everything, you get to go down and are given three choices for a job based on your scores on the ASVAB and your vision test results. I didn’t like the jobs i had to chose from, so i asked the counselor what my options were as far as Special Operations was concerned. He put me on the phone with the regional NSW/NSO (i still don’t know what that stands for) Command and they told me about SEALs (everyone should know what these guys do), SWCC (Special Warfare Combatant-Craft Crewman - they pilot the boats that insert other SpecWar teams), EOD (Explosive Ordinance Disposal - they are the bomb squad for the Navy and Marines) and Navy Diver (underwater construction, welding, Dive Medicine, Search and Rescue and Ordinance Disposal).

Once i spoke with the SpecWar Commander, i called my parents and told them i wanted to do EOD. Why EOD? Because i knew they would immediately say NO to SEALs, and i would still get to work with shit that blows up, as well as be a diver and get a chance to do HALO (high altitude low opening) jumps out of planes. My parents didn’t like the idea of me running the risk of getting my face blown off at any given time, and not always knowing where i was (all SpecOps jobs are classified) so Navy Diver it was. I got my contract from the Navy which guaranteed that i would get the job of Navy Diver when i got out of Boot Camp, as well as an enlistment of six years, in addition to $40,000 bonus upon completion of my "A" School. After this, they rushed me upstairs and i was sworn into the Navy. Let the Adventure begin!



Then Read this, if you're interested:

So now I’m in the Navy, and I don’t ship out to Boot Camp in Great Lakes, ILL till January 29th. What do i do with myself?

Keep in mind that I had just been fired from my last job, and the Navy was my last resort before filling out an application at a McDonald's and hoping they would put me on the fast track to management. I may have also forgotten to mention that i was living in New York City at the time, and had almost no money. Its not really here or there, but still part of what i was going through.

So you're thinking, you just going to sit around till you ship out? NO. Once i was accepted into the SpecWar program as a Diver, my whole mode of daily operation would change. The way i thought, acted and lived would have to drastically change if i was to enter the program and come out as a Second Class Diver at the culmination of my 16 weeks of A School. This change in my lifestyle started with passing a PST (Physical Screening Test) within 60 days of DEP IN (Delayed Entry Program Indoctrination). This test goes as follows:

500-yard swim using side- or breaststroke in 14:00 minutes or faster (10-minute rest)
Perform a minimum of 42 push-ups in 2:00 minutes (2-minute rest)
Perform a minimum of 50 sit-ups in 2:00 minutes (2-minute rest)
Perform a minimum of 6 dead-hang pull-ups: no time limit (10-minute rest)
Run 1.5 miles in 12:45 or faster

This is a lot harder than it looks. The first time i took the test, my results were as follows:

500 yard swim: 10:45
Push-Ups: 36
Sit-Ups: 41
Pull-Ups: 4
1.5 mi Run: 11:15.

So i thought to myself "hey, i passed the two hardest parts, the next time should be a piece of cake, right?" Wrong. It took till my third try to pass all parts. Keep in mind that these are all done back to back. Any one of you momo's that thinks you can do it can go to hell. Its not easy. Yeah, I’m sure a lot of people could do any one of the tasks alone, but the Navy sets these numbers for a reason. After my first couple times of asking "why", and i realized that nothing i would be doing was just because people wanted to be assholes. How did i do when i finally passed? The numbers look like this:

Swim: 10:15
Push-Ups: 42
Sit-Ups: 50
Pull-Ups: 6
Run: 11:05

I passed the test on the 30th of august. I trained 5 times a week to pass the test. Those numbers are the MINIMUM. I was expected to increase those numbers every time i took the test, which was every two weeks. Try to keep in mind that i was in pretty good shape to start out with. There were other people taking this test that wanted to be SEALs and didn’t even get 3 pull ups, and couldn’t finish the run without puking, and definitely not in the time allowed. I was feeling pretty good about myself, and figured that since i had passed the test, i would get to move up my ship date to RTC (Recruit Training Center) and get out of Great Lakes before winter hit.

I moved back to Ohio to live with my parents because i had no money and no job, and they were offering free lodging and 3 squares a day. Sweet deal, and i could train for free at the local gym. I planned my trip back home, got in contact with a PST mentor in Columbus, and flew home. One week after i got home, i met up with the PST mentor, Mr. Naus, up in Gahanna for the PST. This guy was part of SEAL Team 6, and won FIVE medals of Valor, served as security for several presidents, and was also a Master Diver before retiring after 30 years or service. You hear people say things like "that guy could kill you with his pinky", well, they were talking about this guy.

Mr. Naus is not the type of person to let you slide, counting a pull up when it really wasn’t one, or being nice unless you really earn it. This is not a man i want to piss off. After telling him that i passed the PST and telling him my numbers, he informs me that i don’t have a snowball's chance in hell of shipping out to RTC early with numbers like that. Looks like I’m in it for the long haul. I failed the PST twice in front of this guy. I got a call from my recruiter saying that if i didn’t pass it the third time i took the test, he would kick me out of the Diver program. I didn’t even know that shit could happen. What did i do? i worked my ass off. I ran 10 miles a week, i did 100 push ups a day, 20 pull ups, and 150 sit-ups and then went home and waited to do it all again the next day.

The day of reckoning arrived. I went up to Gahanna, nervous as shit, not having slept the night before, all pumped up on pure adrenaline. I pass the test, and thank Almighty that i had been working out non-stop, constantly increasing the number of push ups, pull ups and sit ups i did every week. My numbers looked like this:

Swim: 8:32
Push Ups: 52
Sit Ups: 75
Pull Ups: 6
Run: 10:06

Not bad. Those numbers are well within SEALs Average performance standards.

A couple nights later, I’m watching Marine Corps Basic Training. They get 5 seconds to call someone and let them know they got to Paris Island in one piece. Then they get a haircut that takes less time than they had for the phone call. I think "shit, this is really happening. That’s going to be me with the bald head and goofy glasses running around like an idiot".

The realization that I am part of the Navy's combat team is sinking in. I wear my "Property of the US Navy" Shirt and my "US Navy Special Operations" shirts in public. People thank me for serving, ask in awe and fear "you're a Navy Diver?" high five me for "SpecOps Man!". I go to the OSU game, sing the Star Spangled Banner like everyone else, except i realize that it has new meaning to me. I’m now responsible for protecting everything that flag stands for. I look at myself in the mirror. I like what i see, i wont lie. I realize that I’m not doing it to look good, I’m doing it so I’m less likely to die while I’m doing my JOB. My job...yeah, I’ll be wearing a suit to work. It'll be a wetsuit, and my daily commute sure as hell wont be on a bus, or a subway train, or in a car. It will be on some of the most technically advanced equipment in use by ANY naval fleet in the world. I see other people at the gym, some fat, some thin, and i know all of them will never be motivated like i am...motivated to be the most elite in the world. I realize more every day i get closer to my ship date, i am stepping into a world very few humans will ever see. This isn’t a job, this is a totally different mode of existence. I am one of a select few that call themselves Navy SpecOps. Its a good feeling.

Updated #'s. A little note as to the run improvement, and the suck ass swim time:
I started running up yaples once a week
I got some underarmour shorts to swim in. No tie on waist= my ass hanging out after every push off the wall

Swim: 8:49
Push Ups: 51
Sit Ups: 84
Pull Ups: 8
Run: 9:32
 
Navy=Sailors
Army=Soldier

Plus, since im going to be a Fleet Diver, i wont be a fighter, im going to be more of a salvage expert. check out the movie Men of Honor. You'll get the gist of my job.
 
Its been so long since ive been on here. it always seems that no matter what is going on in my life, or where i am, that coming back to this is always fun and a form of release for me.

Im new to the blogging thing, because ive never really had a place to input my thoughts and feelings freely. I dont know how freely im going to input things here, because thats just not how i roll.

For those of you who know me from my previous tours of TNP, my first entries will catch everyone up on what ive been up to since i was last hanging around. For those of you i dont know, its best to get an idea of who i am outside of what i do by checking out my shenanigans on the OOC. Hehe, shenanigans.

Anyway, i guess i can pretty much say whatever i want, however i want and respond to others as I see fit. Its like my own little own nation to rule over...wait a minute! this sounds like the other half of the game which validates my hanging around here!

I dont know if any of you had figured it out yet, but im in the Navy. Im going to be a Special Operations Navy Diver. I work on the same plateau as the SEALs. I am open to any criticisms about what you think about the military, and the services in general. Part of my job is defending your right to say them. Dont think for a second that if i dont agree with it that i wont call you a flaming D-bag under my breath. No one is above that. Im pretty damn pleased with this life choice, and at the end of the day, i know im doing the right thing. I already see the respect that people have for those who have committed to serve this nation, and i really, really like that a lot. I like knowing that i am working for something greater than myself.

Aside from not being in contact with this group of intelligent, quirky, eccentric and profoundly entertaining group of people that is TNP while i am in Basic, I will make sure to post my thoughts and what i'll be going through (with exception to missions which will most likely be considered Top Secret).

On a totally different topic line, i LOVE Scrubs. I watch it for at least 1.5 hrs a day, and depending on what my daily schedule is, 2.5 hrs. its great. it doesnt matter if im seeing a new episode, or an episode ive seen at least a dozen times it still makes me laugh. i hope that everyone can watch Scrubs and be as happy watching it as i am. this is my wish for the world. that, and the opportunity to eat pancakes at any time of the day. if we work hard enough, we can make a 24hr pancacke shop happen people!
 
It's an honor to have you with us. I have a lot of admiration for those who choose to serve their country. :worship:

My daughter got me hooked on Scrubs. I think I've rented every season the video store has. She made me take the quiz, Which Scrubs Character are you? If I can find it, I'll post it. I am Turk. Don't ask me why. I am not a large black man.
 
Also, congratulations on finding what you want out of life.

As soon as I have the moneysaved up, I'm gonna go to school to be a paramedic. Rigth now, I'm collecting bills.

Sucks.
 
I officially started my job at Rooster's yesterday, the last job i will ever have before i ship out for the Navy. (read: quitting is not an option :eyeroll: )

It made me realize how my first opinions of people can be totally off base from where they end up once i get to know the people a little bit. I really should try doing it less, but when my mind is idle, chaos ensues. Everyone i work with in the kitchen seem really cool and interesting people. I work back in the kitchen not because i am a culinary genius, but because they dont allow dudes to work on the serving floor.

It never ceases to amaze me how much changes when you leave a place for years and then come back to see people who you used to know, or be friends with, or whatever. How our paths branch out from the point of last contact, until fate brings our paths across each others again. Some people change a lot, some change so little its almost as if they were preserved while i was gone.

I wish i could quantify how much ive changed. Meet myself from 5 years ago, find out what i knew, how i held myself, likes and dislikes, and then compare that to who i am right now. I think ive changed a lot. I KNOW that i didnt used to be nearly as self-involved and arrogant as i am now. That bothers me. I have always been that guy that everyone can get along with, and who is always the "nice guy". I really think thought that a certain amount of self-confidence and arrogance helps me to be a better person when it comes to work, and making a name for myself.

i think the best way to quell the arrogant asshole i can be, instead of giving my opinion or doing something that will put me in the center of everyones attention, im just going to shut my mouth and listen more.

We'll see how that goes.
 
Less than a month to go. I’m ready for it, but its just been so long that I almost thought the time would never come to get going. I’ve started thinking about things like what i have to pack, what i want shipped to me when i get out of Basic, who I’m going to meet there, what kind of people will i be working with, and how much ass im going to kick. Yes, im still an arrogant asshole, but i think a large part of that will either be killed through Basic and A School, or it will be multiplied. Let us hope for the former.

I’ve not been working at Roosters very much. I enjoy working there, and i like the people i work with. I think time and time again that were i not leaving for the Navy, that i would not want a permanent position there. It seems so tragic and stilted. Where do you go from there? I think that had i made that my day to day, then i would have the ability to work up in the company. The owner is a good friend of my dad's and mentioned to him on more than one occasion how he wishes he could find more people like me. That’s a feather in my cap, but the military has other plans for me. Regarding my lack of hours, i spoke with the manager and he said he just needed to hand my hours to some other people. Being that at this point i have no expenses other than cigarettes and the odds and ends, other people who relied on the restaurant as their primary means of income deserved the money. Im not greedy, at least for the most part, and im glad that people that really need it are getting the money i would otherwise save and not use. You cant fuck with people's livelihoods. Wouldn’t allow me to sleep as well at night.

I love smoking. Especially in cold weather like this. My father always harps on me about how its a hard habit to break, and that it will affect my PST results, but it doesn’t. As a matter of fact, last time i went out, i posted better numbers than before i was really smoking at all. Im sure that my numbers would be even better than they are now if i WASNT smoking, but until i get to Basic, there is really no motivation to quit. Speaking of PST #'s, they are as follows:

Swim - 8:38
Push Ups - 54
Sit-Ups - 79
Pull-Ups - 11
Run - 10:02

I was really excited about the pull ups. They have always been the hardest number for me to post well with. Id like to see my pushups above 60 before i leave for basic, but im essentially ok with what i have now. I got the Perfect Pushup apparatus for Christmas, and I’ve been using that on a daily basis. Im curious to see how that affects my numbers the next time i test. I half feel that my pushups for the test are going to post much higher, and then there is the other half that thinks the results will be minimal. I'll let you know how it goes. The pushups with the "machine" really are much harder. Before using it, i could do 6*30 without much of a problem whatsoever. Now, its all i can do to get the last 5 of the last set up without blowing an O ring. It allows for the joints to rotate as they are naturally inclined to do, and the whole thing was thought up by a SEAL, so as a fellow SpecOp guy, im glad someone from the same camp came up with it.

Other than that, Im excited to get through the next 24 weeks so the journey will get underway. I got a great mobile laptop for christmas, so there is no reason why i wont be able to remain in contact with everyone no matter where i may be in the world. I would certainly like correspondence while in basic, and already a few of you have made mention. I will make sure to have mailing information relayed so those interested can write, and i will make sure to respond.


RM
 
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first of all, wtf happened to my last blog? it pains me to think that all the time and energy i spent turning my thoughts and emotions into words for you all to read has been erased. Sad, really.

I just graduated today, and im on a comp at the hotel my parents are staying at while visiting me, so im going to keep it short, and as i move through my A School training i will make more posts on my closing thoughts of basic training, and new developments as i move into my career.

BTW, good to be back, everyone.
 
Well, that explains wh you hadn't looged in at the forum lately.

We could merge this thread to your original blog thread, if you like.

Remember you have to do a search to find threads that haven't been posted in for the last 30 days.
 
Thank you for all the help guys...guess i lost my TNP bearing while i was gone working on my Military Bearing. It would be most excellent if you could merge the blog threads, GS.
 
Thank you, GS.

So i had my parents send my laptop among other personal effects, so i should be able to pick up the package on monday and by that night have MOCOMRY (mobile command Ryan) up and running, and i'll be making a few signifigant entries chronicalling my adventures through boot camp, and into SpecOp Dive School. I guarantee if you dont enjoy it, you dont have to read all of it.
 
SO boot camp was a trip. most of it was spent learning how to fold and stow every item of clothes, from my pants and shirts, down to my socks and skivvies aka tighty whities. lovely. every moment of every day was planned out for me, and we had no contact with the outside world other than 3 phone calls throughout the 8 weeks. every day seemed to last a lifetime, but when you turned around, an entire week had passed by. not a single moment allowed for private time. there were people around you 24/7. the first three weeks was a lot of yelling, physical beatings (in the form of extreme exercise) and constant inspections. the second half of basic was spent learning how to bring a boat into harbor, fire fighting, damage control, marching, and other basic functions of being a sailor. Like i had promised, i made basic my BITCH. I was voted the divisional Honor Recruit, and i was 2nd in command of the division. all in all, i met a lot of interesting people, some of which i will remain friends for the rest of my life, and also a level of dicipline you seldom see in the civilian world.

I am now at my "A" School, where i will learn underwater engineering - underwater salvage, construction and welding - as well as all the dive physics, medicine and techniques which will keep me alive in any situation that mother nature may throw in front of me. Being that i am Special Operations, i am in a barracks with other Divers as well as SEAL candidates. It is a testosterone fueled housing situation, and it reminds me a lot of living in a frat house again. All in all, the workouts will be difficult as well as physically and mentally demanding, but thats what i love about being a diver. constant challenge. I also enjoy the freedom to eat when i want, shower when i want, and go to bed at any time i deem necessary. This is more like the Navy people talk about. Boot Camp is not how the Navy operates. Its good to be on the way to fulfilling my career.
 
Rocketpants! I need your new addy. Sorry I haven't written back yet. Three spoiled rich kids are kind of a handful to play Pretend Mom to... :pinch: Actually, it's loads of fun (most of the time) just super busy.

<3
 
Hey, you got it!

SN Smith Ryan R
320A Dewey Ave
TSC/BEQ 534 Rm #237
Great Lakes, IL 60088

Hope to hear from you soon, glad everything is going well!!
 
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