Let's go back to Spring 2021. Back then, I was feeling quite exhausted from NationStates, it was all the same, and the fact that it became an obligation for me to do lists and foreign affairs (My most sincere apologies to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs for being so disconnected with them and with the region I was encommendated (Europeia)) and I was quite busy with school.
And I also was feeling opaqued by my friends. (I feel like an idiot now that I remember it... I was inmatture in 2020. Skara, I'm so sorry for having these feelings to you. You've done great.)Just at the same time, I met some guys on Discord who liked railways as much as I did. I kept this in secret, because I didn't want both games to know each other. (As a fun fact, I named a train station on my Minecraft railway world a TNP Nation (Esthe), my Minecraft city was called "Guillena" and I also left a sign referencing NationStates! May publish the sign in the future.) From then on, I wasn't "Guilleana". I was "Reggy", that is how Skaraborg often called me. I became disconnected from NationStates from one day to another. It wasn't a fun game to "play" anymore. It's just like if my mind COMPLETELY forgot about this community.
Jumping forward to Summer 2021. I connected... to leave TNP. I wasn't having as much fun as I had. I needed a change of region, new experiences, new people. I moved to IOC and later to TSP (iirc).
In Autumn 2021, I announced I would leave Nationstates,
This is the post. I was never coming back and I would go inactive. (I just saw this post and I almost cried at the huge amount of love messages. Seriously, thank you guys. <3
February 2022. Willowfield. Some people were so surprised to see that I was """""back"""""" with a new alt, a new nation, a new everything. This alt (Named after a railway game, just look "SCR Roblox map" and look for "Willowfield") was supposed to be the Renaissance for me. But, alas, motivation ran out. RIP Willowfield.
Finally, the last chapter on this story, Summer of 2022. I logged in again. I saw my nation, everything I had... I was looking for new experiences as well, as the aforementioned 2021 group was fragmentating and we didn't talk as much now. I'm so happy to see that I'm still remembered on here. But this time, it won't be another Willowfield. I'm starting again.
Thanks everyone for reading. I'm back again, for a long period of time.
-Guilleana, 3rd of November 2022.