Paxiosolange
Abrakadabra
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A NOTE FROM THE WATCHMAN
If you were to seek me out, I would evade you. If you were to pray for my appearance, I would not come. If you thought I were some sacred chief? Impossible. An Assapiscan hammering and labouring his way through the mountains to make his living? Absurd! Let me assure you, I am not the kind of person you will expect to find before you as a spirit of the land. But I am here, a single individual for certain, living off of the land woven and left here by the Manitou. If you chose not to believe me—I won't object, for you will not know who it is you will confront. However, as I write these entries, I am on the lookout from the very highest peak of the Shield Rock. The winds grow fierce in the skies. Yes, the stars must endure a terrible hardship mustn't they? An endless tempest that smothers the great flames of the celestial plain. The curse of service. The stars get old as men do, and someday they must be blown out. Like men, the stars are born fragile and must strengthen themselves before they can ever hope to create a life for themselves. That life will not come instantly, but a sizeable portion of that experience must come quickly—like a sudden realization! A vision! Every man must have their sudden vision. "Pawakan" is what the men here call their sudden visions.
Let it be known that it is the twenty-five thousandth year of the whales, the turtles, and the pelican. Whereupon being granted chieftaincy over the land by the Manitou, themselves went on their own spiritual quests to understand their place in the world: that they were to be the nurses of man, the family and protectors of young mankind. In this year the Chieftain's son—made now a respected warrior by the grace of the Great Mother—has been set to go out on his Pawakan. It his he who I am observing here upon the Shield Rock. In his great home, he spends his time mastering the way of life. He is an ambitious boy, I am certain now that he wishes to be made Chieftain when his father inevitably leaves the position. He is skilled in the art of the rifle and the dagger, intelligent with respect to the nature which binds him nonetheless. Yet this young man is lost. He is the maximum that a Chieftain's son can be, yet he has been deceived by the luxury of it all. He understands every aspect of the land without having seen it himself. He knows the routes and the ravines by heart, yet has never left his hometown of Menykawn.
I will see to it that you are supported, Pactaw. I will see to it that your quest is wholesome and insightful. I will see to it that though you will be drowned in the horrific and beautiful visions of the world, you will emerge unchallenged and endlessly powerful.
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THE RESIDENCE OF CHIEFTAIN NICAMON PASCAW
THE RESIDENCE OF CHIEFTAIN NICAMON PASCAW
"Must I ask you again, Kiscawak?" The Chieftain asked.
"Yes you will. And again and again and again until I'm done my work here."
"Kiscawak, you are a visionary, tomorrow you will be off on a supremely tiresome journey. If you do not come eat your bison now, you will go hungry for days."
"Then I'm at an advantage father, because the later I eat, the more time I will be able to go without..."
The Chieftain suddenly rose from his great chair. The focused ambience of the room fell through the floor, and the lights seemed to weaken as he himself from the table. Kiscawak turned from his schoolwork quickly once he heard the squeak of the cedar chair. The Chieftain was now standing with an eyebrow raised, his palm resting upon his belt and his mouth in a low toothy smirk. Kiscawak turned back to his books and shut them quickly before proceeding to the table and bowing his head towards his father. Kiscawak was not in the mood for reprimand.
"Mihciyawêsiw, Chieftain." Kiscawak said.
"Yes, my son. You are of the most courageous men I know, but your disobedience fouls the spirit. Sit and eat with me before your mother comes home. I have much to tell you about my own Pawakan."
Kiscawak sat upon the cedar chair and observed the great steak before him on the cloth assiette. They began to eat. Kiscawak took a blade and cut a section of the bison out and placed it before him, he chewed at it harshly with his teeth. The bison was leathery and hard.
"The Pawakan is different for every young man. When I was sent out, I lived in Tawaic and faced immediately the intersection of the southern forest and the northern plains. You will have the luxury of being able to pass through Tawaic and finding food as you continue on individually. I chose the plains because my friends told me that only cowards went through the undemanding forest. The truth is this, son: both the plains and the forest are equally challenging. The riptides of the lake can wash you down rapids till you are dead from exhaustion, the hidden mountain lions and lynxes waiting for their game can rip at you until you are one with the earth. The forest is not for the unskilled. If the Manitou tells you to go through the forest, do not hesitate to do so."
"I'm ready for it." Kiscawak said.
"Ready? Ready for the journey?"
The Chieftain began to chuckle before squinting his eyes at his son, almost concerned.
"Do you honestly think anyone is ready for it?" The chieftain said.
"I think I'm ready. I know everything there is to know about the forest and also the plains! I've gone farther in school than any other student, I am the chief of my brigade, I am the son of the Chieftain. How could I not be ready?"
"Son. This will be my sole warning to you: the more arrogant you are approaching the Pawakan, the more testy Manitou shall be. I'm not suggesting that you are not equipped for it, but no man will ever be ready for what they see out on the land. Even the smartest mind cannot subvert the tricks of the land."
Kiscawak sighed, this was something he had heard every night for the past week.
"If you chose the plains like I did, then you must not for a second distract yourself from finding a bison. The bison should be your sole objective once you arrive in the plains. One bison shall be enough to sustain you for the entirety of the Pawakan. Dry the meat over a fire and make pemmican for the rest of your journey."
"Of course."
"If you chose the forest, make pemmican from the caribou. You will need to hunt several, but the caribou will be easier to trap and to kill than the bison who live in herds. Fishing for salmon is out of the question, it will only slow you down and keep you off of your guard."
"What was the longest you went without food, father?" Kiscawak asked.
The Chieftain laid back in his seat and smirked.
"Perhaps five days? Six days? It was the most harrowing thing of all—the hunger."
"The hunger..." Kiscawak repeated.
Kiscawak was ambitious, but the thought of starvation had shook him to his core. A person could be excessively skilled in cooking, tanning, and hunting but never find any game purely due to probability. The hunger...
"But it will be the most revolutionary experience of your entire life, son. The moment I realized I was destined to be Chieftain I went fast for the nearest stallion I could find and rode my way for weeks through the plain to return to Tawaic. I am sure I never even stopped to rest! I filled my cheeks with pemmican without stopping and exhausted my horse just until I saw the colourful houses of my town in the horizon. I returned to my own father and exclaimed what I had heard to him, although he was hesitant to believe what I had seen. But I was right, was I not? And the Great Mother called upon me a year later to appoint me the new Chieftain. You could not imagine how exciting that was for me."
"No. No I guess not."
"Kiscawak, I wish you good fortune out in the wild land. Though, promise me that you will not pass over the mountains."
"The mountains? Why?'
"The outlanders are curious and dangerous people. It is why—as you know—the Manitou has placed them beyond the rocks. Even if they appear peaceful and kind, you must understand that they do not see the land the way we do, and they are not the children of the turtle, nor whale, nor pelican. If there is to be a day where we meet—then so be it. But for our time we must stay put behind the shield wall. It is our only restriction, and a just one at that."
Kiscawak finished his bison and cleaned his hands on the pelt. He looked at his father and frowned.
"You know, I'll be devastated if I'm not called to be chieftain."
"You will not be devastated, son. And just know that the office of chieftain is not the only honour that this world can offer.
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FOOTNOTES FROM THE TEXT
FOOTNOTES FROM THE TEXT
Manitou — "The Great Spirit", the universal spirit and the principal deity of Animism
Assapiscan — "Children of beyond the mountain", the clanless descendants of Tuscawyan exiles and outlander captives
Shield Rock — The mountain range immediately south of Tusacaway, bordering Mintoria
Great Mother — The highest power and matriarch in the Tusacaway, equivalent to a queen
Pactaw — Male Honorific
Mihciyawêsiw — "I am full of guilt", an expression of sorrow
Pemmican — A protein-rich mixture of animal fat, meat, and dried berries
Caribou — Reindeer
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