Prompt:
Write about what your head of state does in his/her free time
18 September 2032
12:15 pm
On a Saturday
Woods around Skógurheorot, Prydania
Baldr and Hael peaked up over the brush and the log they were hiding behind as their father checked his watch for a brief moment.
"Ok boys" Tobias whispered as he watched the stag in the distance.
"Who wants to go first?"
Baldr and Hael looked at each other, and Tobias prepared himself for the coming barrage of competing claims that might just scare the stag off, but instead it was only Baldr going "ooo me, pabbi! Me!" softly.
Tobias smiled, but was caught off guard by Hael not volunteering.
"Hael, you ok?" Tobias asked, eliciting a protest from Baldr.
"Hey, I said I would go pabbi, I called it!"
"Shhh...you don't want to scare it away. Is everything alright Hael?"
"Yeah pabbi" Hael replied with a nod.
"Baldr can go if he wants though."
"Ok" Tobias said as he squat down between his sons.
"You want to aim..." he instructed as he helped Baldr aim the lever-action rifle, "...slowly. The deer isn't going anywhere if it doesn't know you're here. So slowly, slowly....feel like the rifle's part of you."
"How do I do that pabbi?" Baldr asked.
"You breath deep. Relax. Don't grip the rifle tightly. Just hold it...there you go. Now..." he placed his hand on his son's and guided it back to the lever.
"You want to chamber a round." He loosened his grip on Baldr's hand. "Now load."
Baldr nervously pulled the lever, and Tobias pat his hand just a bit.
"There you go, lad. Now relax. Aim... don't rush the shot....just wait for your momen..." a shot rang out through the forest before Tobias could finish his instruction and the deer ran off into the glen. Baldr quickly loaded another round and fired again...the shot echoing through the forest.
"Calm down, calm down" Tobias chuckled.
"And stop wasting your amo. It was a gift from Uncle Vittorio."
"But I missed!" Baldr protested.
"I coulda gotten him if..."
"No" Tobias replied with a smile on his face.
"A deer runs faster than you can reload and re-aim. You get one shot. If you miss that's it until you can sneak up on another one."
"Can't we get those weapons like the Knights and Whiteguard have?" Baldr protested.
"We could mow down so many deer!"
Tobias laughed and beckoned both of his sons to come sit with him. He opened up his backpack and handed each of them a can of Toki's while he grabbed some jerky for himself.
"That wouldn't be healthy for the forest. And it's cheating anyway."
"How?" Baldr asked.
"We could kill more deer."
Tobias smirked and looked over at Hael. He was the more studious of the two.
"Do you know why?" he asked.
Baldr looked at his brother, who blushed and looked down a bit.
"Because it's not environmentally friendly?"
"Yep, that's it!" Tobias replied as he munched down on the jerky.
"There are only so many deer who live in the forest. If we kill too many there won't be any left to make babies. And the deer will all die out. So we only kill enough to keep their numbers at the right level, and only for a few months every year."
"But you're the King, pabbi" Baldr insisted.
"You could kill as many as you want!"
"I don't want to upset the balance of nature" Tobias replied with the patience of a parent who had to teach his children the obvious.
"And anyway a good King follows the law."
"I still think it would be cool to have those weapons the Knights have."
"Then it wouldn't be hunting" Tobias insisted.
"It would be cheating."
"How?" Baldr asked.
Tobias was going to answer, but he had an idea.
"Guns down, pointed to the ground. That's it" he said, as he walked his boys through the safety process. He grabbed his own rifle and aimed ahead, as if there were still game there.
"Ok both of you. Come up and see what I'm doing." Baldr and Hael got up close on either side of him.
"Ok. Now see..." Tobias relaxed.
"My breathing. It moves the rifle up and down right? So I need to factor in the rate of my breath. I need to get used to the rhythm. And do you feel that breeze? I need to figure out how much it'll affect my shot. So I have to readjust. And then....when I see my shot....when I'm sure I've lined everything up perfectly...I fire." He pulled the trigger and the gun clicked. It wasn't loaded. He sat back and pulled his gun away, setting it down as he took his seat back and began eating some more jerky.
"It would have been easier to gun down everything with a military assault rifle. So which one is worth doing? The easy one or the one that takes more skill?"
"The one that takes more skill?" Hael asked.
"That's right" Tobias replied with a grin.
"Suck-up" Baldr insisted, promoting Hael to stick his tongue out at him.
"Shhh you two are going to scare all the game away" Tobias chuckled softly.
"Come on. Let's go. We'll track the deer. Take your pop cans and give them to me when you're done. No littering."
"Yes sir" the twin boys said as they stood up. Tobias let them both pass him. He'd walk behind them, keeping and eye on them to make sure they were safe and handled their rifles properly.
"You like hockey, Baldr. It's a pretty intensive and hard sport, yeah?" Tobias asked.
"Yeah" his son replied. He was a player on the junior team for Astissa's most elite prep school.
"Well lots of sports are hard. Football takes a lot of endurance. And basketball takes a lot of concentration. Only hunters, though, have been called sportsmen. They have only one shot to hit their target, and have to factor everything in from their own breathing to the wind to even if their own scent will carry to the game being tracked. It's a skilled thing to be a good hunter. That's why we don't take automatic weapons hunting. It hurts the forest, and it's not even very impressive. But if you can master hunting with a good old lever action rifle then..." he chuckled.
"Well you'll be a real sportsman."
"I guess" Baldr replied as he made his way through the forest.
"Who taught you how to hunt, pabbi?" Hael asked. Both Hael and his brother knew
their father's parents had died early in his life, though not the full extent of what happened.
"Uncle Axle" Tobias replied somewhat forlornly. Axle had passed away just over a year ago.
"He gave me this gun. And then
Uncle Vittorio had it refurbished years ago. And it still works perfectly" he chuckled. "So make sure those guns last."
"Pabbi?" Baldr asked.
"Yeah?"
"Why are we hunting deer? Isn't that our family's symbol?"
Tobias began to chuckle. He'd asked Axle that question back when he was learning to hunt in the middle of the war.
"Yeah...yeah the stag is our symbol" he said as the three made they way through the forest. A forest Tobias knew like the back of his hand. Not that Baldr and Hael knew how well he know the forests around Skógurheorot. It added to their sense of excitement if they didn't know their dad knew exactly where they were going.
"Do you know why the stag is our symbol though?" he asked.
"Jægdar!" Hael exclaimed excitedly.
"Shhh" Baldr insisted, turning around with his finger pressed to his mouth.
"You'll scare the deer."
"Sorry" Hael replied, feeling bad. Tobias smiled though, patting Hael's shoulder.
"That's right. Jægdar, who our ancestors worshipped, was the god of the hunt and and represented by a stag. Our family revered him. So that's why we have a stag as our emblem today. So if our symbol comes from the god of the hunt, then hunting deer is ok" Tobias explained, before he got the idea to relay a line to his sons that Axle had said to him when he taught him how to hunt.
"You're not the first Loðbróks to hunt deer, and you won't be the last. Just remember. You hunt responsibly. Just during the proper season, and never excessively."
"Yes sir" both boys replied dutifully, if a bit bored that their father was repeating himself. Tobias just smirked. They could be annoyed at him. As long as they learned the lesson.
"Boys, stop" he said softly.
"Look. Up ahead."
"Is that the deer I missed?" Baldr asked.
"Maybe. Either way it's here. Come on. Get down."
The three of them lowered themselves to the ground in the forest that dipped a bit.
"Hael, why don't you try?" Tobias asked.
"Wha?" Hael asked nervously as Baldr protested.
"I missed my shot pabbi! I should get to try again!"
"You missed. Let your brother go. We have all day. You can go again later" Tobias said firmly, before turning to Hael.
"Go on. Give it a try" he smiled. He was sure Hael's calmer demeanour would help him find a balance with his gun.
"Just like I showed you back there."
"Ok..." Hael replied. He aimed his gun...his heart was racing with nerves. Could he do this? Did he want to do this?
He clutched the rifle tight and whimpered before he remembered what his father said. Hold the gun loosely. He did, breathing deep as he relaxed his grip. His heart was still racing. He tried to calm down.
"He doesn't see us" Tobias said softly.
"Take your time..."
Hael nodded and tried to relax. He found focusing on the stag in his sites calmed him. Just by breathing deep and focusing on the fixed point...
His finger slipped the safety off and trembled as it pressed against the trigger... both Tobias and Baldr watched the stag in the distance, among the trees.
"Come on..." Baldr muttered.
"Shhh" Tobias replied.
"Take your time Hael..."
Hael could feel the trigger. Just a bit of pressure was all it would take. Just a bit of pressure...the stag was in his sites...just a bit of pressure and he'd kill it...and he couldn't pull. The stag, perhaps deciding to graze elsewhere, leapt away.
"You let it go" Baldr muttered, disappointed.
"Aw well" Tobias shrugged.
"It's ok" he pat his son's shoulder.
"We'll find him again."
"Yeah but I'll take the shot" Baldr insisted. "Since Hael couldn't."
"Yeah I could!" Hael insisted.
"No, you couldn't!" Baldr shot back.
"I could! I just didn't want to!" Hael replied, nervous as he blurted out a feeling he'd had since they arrived in the woods, but had been too nervous to say.
His father loved to hunt, and was over the moon about teaching his sons how. Baldr was excited to learn. Hael...didn't want to be bad. He didn't want to let either his father or brother down. And now he had. He hung his head.
"Sorry" he muttered as he set his gun down and sat on the ground with his knees pulled to his chest.
"Geeze" Baldr rolled his eyes.
"You should have let me take the shot, pabbi."
"Baldr" Tobias replied firmly.
"Shush."
He turned to Hael.
"What's wrong?" he asked softly.
"I'm not mad...don't worry."
Hael looked up to see his father sitting across from him, crossed legged and smiling.
"What's upsetting you?"
"I...that was a stag" Hael said softly.
"Yeah" Tobias nodded. He knew Hael wasn't like his brother. Baldr rarely held back with how he felt. He was very open to the world like that. Hael though, was more quiet. It took patience to let him open up.
"It was a stag. Were you afraid of it? You don't need to be. They're..."
"I wasn't afraid" Hael replied.
"It's a stag, that means it's a pabbi."
Tobias smiled wide. He knew where this was going. Or thought he knew at least, until Hael continued.
"What if I shot it and killed it? Its babies wouldn't have a pabbi. Like you...I didn't want its babies to be sad, like you."
Tobias felt a knot grow in his throat from nothing. Baldr and Hael hadn't been taught about the Prydanian Civil War in full yet. And didn't even know the full context of their paternal grandparents' executions. They just knew their friends had grandparents, and had asked their father where their grandpa and grandma were. Tobias and Alycia had decided to be forthcoming. They'd told the boys that Tobias' parents were killed, a long time ago. And left it at that.
Hael didn't need to know the full story though, to see that his father got sad anytime he thought about his mother and father.
"You get so sad whenever you talk about Grandpa Robert and and Grandma Hanna because someone killed them. I don't want that stag's babies to be sad like that."
Tobias looked down for a moment. Hael saw it and gulped.
"I'm sorry I messed up and ruined our tri..." but he couldn't finish before Tobias hugged him tight. He didn't say anything at first. He just held him. He held him because Hael's empathy made him proud. Because it touched him. He hugged him to reassure him. And he hugged him because he loved his children. He loved his family.
"You didn't ruin anything" Tobias said softly. He finally let go and sat back down with his sons.
"I let it go..." Hael insisted but Tobias shook his head.
"I'm with my boys. How could the trip get ruined?"
He pulled Baldr in to hug him, even as he resisted.
"Pabbi..."
"Yeah" Tobias chuckled.
"It doesn't matter if we don't shoot a single deer. We spent time together. That's what matters."
"I still think I could have hit it" Baldr mumbled as his brother looked at him.
"But the babies..."
Tobias interjected to stop an argument from breaking out.
"It's true I get sad, because I miss my parents. But I remember a lot of good times too."
He took Baldr and Hael's pop can and crunched them up before tossing them in his pack and taking out three fresh cans.
"You guys know the black motorcycle I have?"
Both brothers nodded.
"That was your Grandpa Robert's" Tobias smiled. "And let me tell you
about the first time he ever took me out on it."
Both Baldr and Hael smiled as they sat, listening to Tobias as he spoke, telling them a story about their grandfather.
And Tobias smiled as he told it, happy to have his sons with him.
If I Had a Heart by Fever Ray, 4:06