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The Bridge is Crossed
You see around you those most capable of saving us. Is it the man on the throne? Is it our dear mothers who formed us? Is it that most reverent monk in the mountains? Perhaps. Though I am more sure at each passing moment that it is those with us here in this crowd, the men and women who have dared to rise with the sun and make a mockery of its warming light. ~Regulus of Greco (Regulus's 3rd Epiphany - Canon 232)
Part I: The Laid Foundations
The moon was rising above the great mountains of Rigda. One could feel the tranquility of the Sophian Realm's untouched wilderness. It was proper to such a place. The landscape was as perfect and unreal as the people that inhabited it. How many years Fabian had spent among these mountains learning, nearly without ceasing, the exercises of a rising saint. Such a life was in the past. Nineteen years was he on this earth and twelve of them had been given to Sophia. How happy his parents were when the Order of Johannes du Crux had accepted their son as a postulant. After all these years he was still only a Student of the Lash. Such a rank would not even allow entry into the enclaves despite all the time, loyalty, and progress he had made. Fabian was afraid of leaving it all behind for even the idea brought out his anxiety. All those years . . . down the drain. It would not be too far now. Only three are so miles remained between him and his new life as a member of Doctrini society. Anger, regret, and pain were now his companions. Obviously no one was able to see his true talents and affinity for the spiritual life. Regulus would be proud of him! Joshua too! If there was anyone who was there for him it was always the Lord and Gregis. In fact Father Gregis was the one who had given him the directions and spiritual assignment to Rigda, the perfect opportunity for escape. He knew the difficulties of living up to every standard one could imagine from a superior. Am I holy enough? Is this vocation my true calling from the Divine? Have I inadvertently wasted my time and this spot which could have been filled by someone more deserving? The ledge dancing in spiritual direction sessions kept all of these thoughts fresh in the mind. It was a fountain of humility and full reliance on the Lord they would say. Yes, Sophia was certainly built on such a formulation of humility. Beg of the Spirit for what one truly desires and with patience and enough sacrifice it would be rewarded. That is what kept people constantly prostrating and groveling before Queen Mother Superior at all waking hours of the day.
The final pass was up ahead. Fabian was near even with the peak of Mount Strong where the Doctrini-Sophian border was famously delineated by concordats of the distant past. Fabian's excitement grew with each passing step. Soon there would be relief and freedom from all these shadows that have followed him around. Fabian almost didn't notice the streak of motion twenty or so yards in front of him. His pace slowed as he attempted to make out what it was. The shadow methodically and calmly moved towards him. Soon the dark blob took on the form of a nun until . . . All at once the glint of the three keys at the front of the nun's cincture glinted in the moonlight. It was a Perpetuan Sister, a member of the ruling class. Before he could change course or speak a flame sparked to life and illuminated her tranquil face.
"Is it not too late for a stroll among the mountains, dear Fabian?"
"Perhaps so, Mother, I fear I have gotten lost trying to find my way home."
"For certain, Student. It can only be seen as providential that I was here to help you find your way back."
"I . . . I can't imagine how you were able to find me." Fabian attempted to hide the fear and worry from his face.
"Not so hard when it's a matter of rescuing one of your spiritual children."
"Forgive me, Mother, but if I am of your conclave, how is it that I do not recognize you?" Fabian pushed the only reasonable thought from his mind. There is no way this woman could be who he had heard in the stories whispered in the cloister courtyards.
"Like any good mother, I have watched over you, my child, even if you did not raise your eyes to me." The nun raised her center key to the candlelight. Upon the bow of her key shone a gilded silver sail. Fabian collapsed to the ground in complete shock. This was Mother Superior Canticle of Joshua's Sail, the highest ranking sister of Fabian's Conclave of Joshua's Sail. No one he knew had ever seen her save for the governor of his cloister.
Her demeanor remained unchanged. She quietly scared down at him. "I have come most of all to deliver some words of a mother's love to you, Fabian. In the difficulties of your formation know that you are loved, that you are seen, and that like Perpetua all of Sophia lives to watch over you as a true son of the Lord."
Fabian's eyes were filled with tears as he had never felt this level of relief or validation in his life. At this point he rolled into the fetal position unable to move or process whatever else the Mother Superior had said. After a few moments of this, the Mother Superior pulled him to his feet and they walked back to the Rigda northern abbey. The joy he was feeling must of been of the Spirit for it filled with with the same warmth of Mother Superior's candle. After about twenty minutes the nun stopped and turned to him, the keys swinging with her movement.
"It's never easy when one loses their way, but know that the Sail is here for you. It will take just one more year of formation to help with this journey into the dark mountainside but we will be next to you the entire time to assure your formation makes you a future brother of the enclaves. I support this with my holy vows."
He nodded feeling completely safe and at ease with his spiritual mother. He called to mind one of the teachings of Regulus of old: The common man will resort to violence or to the disordered means of force to bring one to God, but with the work of the Spirit, the demands of love, and the building up of right thought, the man puts away violence for the excellence of spiritual bliss. (Regulus - 5th Letter to Perpetua Canon 11).
Fabian happily considered the encouragement of the Mother Superior, something he had secretly desired for so long. She had come to him at his time of greatest need. Sophia would never abandon him and neither would he abandon her. He had reached that spiritual bliss.
As Fabian reflected on spiritual bliss so did the other dominions of Grecoideatia. For they remained wary of Sophia's force and its ways that circumvented force with the Spirit as an instrument of absolute rule.
The Bridge is Crossed
You see around you those most capable of saving us. Is it the man on the throne? Is it our dear mothers who formed us? Is it that most reverent monk in the mountains? Perhaps. Though I am more sure at each passing moment that it is those with us here in this crowd, the men and women who have dared to rise with the sun and make a mockery of its warming light. ~Regulus of Greco (Regulus's 3rd Epiphany - Canon 232)
Part I: The Laid Foundations
The final pass was up ahead. Fabian was near even with the peak of Mount Strong where the Doctrini-Sophian border was famously delineated by concordats of the distant past. Fabian's excitement grew with each passing step. Soon there would be relief and freedom from all these shadows that have followed him around. Fabian almost didn't notice the streak of motion twenty or so yards in front of him. His pace slowed as he attempted to make out what it was. The shadow methodically and calmly moved towards him. Soon the dark blob took on the form of a nun until . . . All at once the glint of the three keys at the front of the nun's cincture glinted in the moonlight. It was a Perpetuan Sister, a member of the ruling class. Before he could change course or speak a flame sparked to life and illuminated her tranquil face.
"Is it not too late for a stroll among the mountains, dear Fabian?"
"Perhaps so, Mother, I fear I have gotten lost trying to find my way home."
"For certain, Student. It can only be seen as providential that I was here to help you find your way back."
"I . . . I can't imagine how you were able to find me." Fabian attempted to hide the fear and worry from his face.
"Not so hard when it's a matter of rescuing one of your spiritual children."
"Forgive me, Mother, but if I am of your conclave, how is it that I do not recognize you?" Fabian pushed the only reasonable thought from his mind. There is no way this woman could be who he had heard in the stories whispered in the cloister courtyards.
"Like any good mother, I have watched over you, my child, even if you did not raise your eyes to me." The nun raised her center key to the candlelight. Upon the bow of her key shone a gilded silver sail. Fabian collapsed to the ground in complete shock. This was Mother Superior Canticle of Joshua's Sail, the highest ranking sister of Fabian's Conclave of Joshua's Sail. No one he knew had ever seen her save for the governor of his cloister.
Her demeanor remained unchanged. She quietly scared down at him. "I have come most of all to deliver some words of a mother's love to you, Fabian. In the difficulties of your formation know that you are loved, that you are seen, and that like Perpetua all of Sophia lives to watch over you as a true son of the Lord."
Fabian's eyes were filled with tears as he had never felt this level of relief or validation in his life. At this point he rolled into the fetal position unable to move or process whatever else the Mother Superior had said. After a few moments of this, the Mother Superior pulled him to his feet and they walked back to the Rigda northern abbey. The joy he was feeling must of been of the Spirit for it filled with with the same warmth of Mother Superior's candle. After about twenty minutes the nun stopped and turned to him, the keys swinging with her movement.
"It's never easy when one loses their way, but know that the Sail is here for you. It will take just one more year of formation to help with this journey into the dark mountainside but we will be next to you the entire time to assure your formation makes you a future brother of the enclaves. I support this with my holy vows."
He nodded feeling completely safe and at ease with his spiritual mother. He called to mind one of the teachings of Regulus of old: The common man will resort to violence or to the disordered means of force to bring one to God, but with the work of the Spirit, the demands of love, and the building up of right thought, the man puts away violence for the excellence of spiritual bliss. (Regulus - 5th Letter to Perpetua Canon 11).
Fabian happily considered the encouragement of the Mother Superior, something he had secretly desired for so long. She had come to him at his time of greatest need. Sophia would never abandon him and neither would he abandon her. He had reached that spiritual bliss.
As Fabian reflected on spiritual bliss so did the other dominions of Grecoideatia. For they remained wary of Sophia's force and its ways that circumvented force with the Spirit as an instrument of absolute rule.
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