Virtual Boy
TNPer
From the Mod forum, which should get me sacked if nothing else:
Obviously none of you without mod powers will be able to read the discussion which went on beforehand, and I won't post any of it because it's not my right to reproduce what anyone has said other than myself.
Alright people
For those not in the know, which is pretty much everyone as only I could possibly know my real reasoning for my actions, I came back to the North Pacific because IRL, everything is pretty much screwed up for me and I'm desperately unhappy. Not only have I lost all RL friends that I had because of the actions of one particular malcontent (who also screwed my girlfriend behind my back when I was still seeing her), but my dad is going into hospital in three weeks to have his heart valve replaced with that of a pig (like Arnold Schwarzenegger had done). Also, I've been to-ing and fro-ing between whether or not to leave University because of the complete close-down that my RL has suffered, which has strained my relationship with my mother to the point where we can barely speak to each other without having a blazing row. I finally decided to leave only today, as ever my life has fantastic timing for things to pile up and go downhill rapidly. Combining the two problems leaves me with the serious worry that my dad might die on the operating table and the last memory he has of me is the pathetic waster that I am right now. I was depressed so I came back to TNP, as I liked posting here before I went to University. I know I'm an oddball, I've had it constantly drilled into me by my peers since I was a child; I've apologised profusely to everyone I know IRL for my own personality since I was about 8 years old, and I do the same here if I've somehow managed to interrupt your smoothly running forum. I hadn't got a clue that there were elections being held until I signed up for the s13 - I haven't had any contact with Nationstates players since I stopped posting back on s2. IG asked me to run as deputy purely out of the blue and I accepted because I'm obviously sad enough not to have anything better to do with my time than post non-stop in the OOC. Frankly, boring internet politics are the last thing I have on my mind right at the moment. I can't really understand why none of you didn't just PM me and ask me to curb my posting, I honestly wouldn't have minded.
Anyway, cheers, I hope you've all had a good laugh at the retard with no social skills' expense,
~ Virtual Boy
EDIT: Sorry, I forgot to submit my resignation as Deputy MoAE, not that it's much of an official position or anything, but you can remove my Mod powers.
Obviously none of you without mod powers will be able to read the discussion which went on beforehand, and I won't post any of it because it's not my right to reproduce what anyone has said other than myself.