Yalkan:
How were your first days?: Scary
I hear you.
My first days were very cringeworthy. Especially my
introduction thread. My trouble was my age. I was 13 years old when I first joined. I was very naïve, immature, and was a frequent godmodder when it came to RP, mainly because I didn't know any better. When I tried to make
an RP thread, I wrote that Plembobria dropped a nuke on a city, and had my own troops genocide a bunch of civilians. Rocky start, I know, but as I got better in RP I began making more detailed posts, like those in
SNN News or in regular RPs, such as
Zusammenkommen in recent weeks or
The Future in times past.
I've got to chalk it up to 5 people, though, who really made me into who I am today. The first was r3naissanc3r, who was essentially my mentor in NationStates. He taught me the basics of the game, and was always there to help me when I needed it back when my nation was in its infancy. The second was Tomb, who was my main friend in TNP for a while and was my foremost RP ally. I could not have been where I am today in TNP RP without him. The third and fourth were the duo of Madjack and Lord Ravenclaw, who really whipped me into shape and made me more mature on NS over the two years I've been here.
However, huge kudos go to the fifth person, Plembobria. Plemby joined NS not long after I did, and while I totally preferred roleplay and nationbuilding, Plemby chose to pursue a career in TNP's government. I eventually decided to get involved in the Ministry of Cultural Affairs early on in my career due to my love of NS RP, and my time there has allowed me to open up to the rest of NS. I've been on Europeia's and TSP's forums, and I was a citizen of Grand Central for a time thanks to Gradea's recommendation that I check it out. I was there at NS World Fairs 3 and 4, too. While many people have done more, I'm content with how I've done in these 2 years.
Then, Plemby sent me a message that would change my TNP life, and I became the head of the Ministry of Cultural Affairs, which I delightfully call
MiniCult. Today I'm proud to bring you all these Creation Day celebrations, and yes, more's to come!
I've had and have so many ideas and a great group of friends here in TNP. I love this region to death!
tl;dr- Today NS is great for me, and I'm having boatloads of fun, but going back and looking at 2014 and 2015 Syrixia produces
all kinds of crazy cringe.